Synopsis

“I’m Ok.” Mi sniffed rubbing her hands across her face roughly.

I smiled sadly to myself as I thought of the words and there real meaning. I’m Ok often means I’m lonely, I am scared and I am sad. I have been hurt and I have been betrayed and I am really not sure how to deal with it anymore and in this case that was exactly what it meant.

Emmet Bear had worked alongside his wife in apple gate house children’s psychiatric ward for five years as a nurse. He had seen self-harm, suicide attempts, angry out bursts and young people that had completely lost touch with reality.  He had been attacked made to laugh and brought to tears by the patients and staff alike as he completed his shifts on the unit. He also met Mi Dorado, a fifteen year old admitted with a BMI of 12.1 engaging in sever self-harm and making almost successful attempts at suicide. Mi was going to die without help and it was Emmet’s job to give it… He had to save Mi... 

*Disclaimer: Any other book, films, shops, brands or products mentioned in this story are not owned by me in any ways shape or form. Including the Twilight Saga and any of it’s characters who belong to the extremely talented Stephenie Meyer, (Seriously these books changed my life) and the Harry Potter books and any of it’s characters they belong to the also extremely talented J.K Rowling

** I would also like to point out that i am not a medical professional and any medical procedures, illnesses described or treatments mentioned are not in any means based on fact. In fact i am sure that most of them don't exsist at all. The story is fiction! It is all just imagination and sometimes very basic internet research. 

** this story is not for children! It contians graphic details on suicide, self harm, eating disorders and child abuse from the beginning all of which could be considered very upsetting. Do not read if you are offended easily, easily upset or "triggered" thank you